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My daily thoughts just for you
I MATTER TO ME!!
April 13, 2024
There was a time when I had very low self-esteem and I was always down oin myself. I would get up from day-to-day checking myself, putting on 5-6 different outfits because I felt my body was too big for what I had on. It did jnot dawn on me at the time that I am wonderfully and fearfully made in God's eyesight because people's words and dictation of how I looked mattered. Even in relationships, when someone calls you big or say that you need to lose weight, it can absolutely be true, but the way one says it will make the difference. Always remember that, just because you are honest, doesn't mean you are not damgaing or hurting someone with your words. Now, I wear what I want and I'm proud of me and I smile for me!! To HELL with what the world thinks. I lost a whole lot of sleep and my peace with the thoughts of this world. I am my own person and if anybody is going to love me, it needs to start with me.
April 13, 2024
IT'S STILL NOT OKAY
We are in a new year and in 2024, it has got to be DIFFERENT. So, let me start off with this: I’m sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting!! Just thought I’d say that again, just in case you didn’t hear me in 2023!!! It's not okay to have to deal with heav issues in life by yourself. You constantly show up for people and they constantly let you down. I thought I would be okay portraying the strong one, but that mask of hurt only cause more confusion and pain. When I'm not okay, I say that and don;t you dare try and disregard that by calling me strong. I need to feel that pain and hurt so I can get over it. You can help me by listening to me and showing up. I cannot be strong for everyone every day; while I'm doing that, who's being strong for me?
Prophetess/Pastor Marie Denson
BE YOURSELF; NOT LIKE HOW SOCIETY SEES YOU THOUGH!
I saw a post that and it said, society says to be yourself and then society says, "No, not like that." Well, I cannot be what socety wants me to be when God called me. If you look like society and act like society, then how do you as a child of God stand out. You cannot change yourself for the sake of society because if you do, you will confuse your followers and the way they saw you that lead them to following you. Changing me does them no good because i now am a version of me that appears real but acts and speaks like everyone else. Stay authentic to yourself. You win and so does everyone that follows you.